Hello Tumblr.
By Tumblr I of course mean the remaining 5 or 6 people on here who remember who I am. I haven’t posted in a while because Tumblr depresses me, nobody seems to actually blog anymore and it’s rather frustrating. Anyway I’ve had a horrible time the past few weeks/ months of this life and I figured I’d vent them over Tumblr rather than take it out on the people I love.

Life has kind of changed dramatically for me, my eyes were opened when my friend Marcus who was 20 and I’d known most of my life was killed in a motorcycle accident, I know it sounds really shitty and cliché but I’m scared of wasting my life now. I’ve signed up for some more sky diving lessons and I’m going to volunteer to teach English to children in Ghana next year.

I’ve lost a lot of friends recently, I don’t know why, maybe I’ve changed for the worse in the past six months, or maybe just the bad things I’ve done over the past couple years is coming back to haunt me. Regardless I’m not going to change who I am. I still feel like I wake up every day with a morale obligation to be the best person I can be and I doubt that will change within the next few years. 

But yeah. Fuck university and becoming involved with any relationships this year.
I want to go out and get life experience. That is all.